The good news is I'm finally in a spring break,and the bad one is that it's only gonna last a week.
Anyways,I'm back and anxious more than ever.Why?— you may ask..
That's because im waiting the answer of something that can be so close to define my life.
Back in December 2014,I participated on a sort of competition,to win a scholarship which grants the chance to go to the US ,live with a host family and study there for a year — be an exchange student.That,is a big opportunity for everyone,indeed,but especially for people like me,who are young,ambitious and are trying to hit Hollywood some day in their lives.
Okay wait,im not a part of that club that misconcepts ‘America’(quoting this because America can be Brazil,Argentina,etc and I aint talking about them,but thats how most people of my country refer to the ones and onl-ies UNITED STATES,so i guess you get my point) for Hollywood,because i know that ‘America’ is 9,147,593 km square and by this I don't tend to tell you I have a good knowledge at Geography because I,to be fair,don't (I googled it,it's a secret)BUT im just trying to tell you that *inhales deeply* YES,there are place in the US that can be just worse than the place im living in,AND I SWEAR I KNOW THAT.
But c’mon, United States are the land of opportunities,starbucks coffees and hipsterish looking photos of streets.
Everybody lives for those high skycrapers, and having the chance to wander around the streets without being prejudiced by someone but HelloOOo,they are going to turn their head too,if you do something silly,or maybe they won't,that would mean they just don't care,but in both case scenarios don't be silly please,If you do that,I'll hate you..forever.
Back to the main topic,Yes im waiting the call of the lifetime and Yes im anxious as heck and I'm having butterflies in my stomach all the time – almost.
And this post was going to be more of my rant about the society but it turned to be happier and I loved how sarcastic I was..Now,if you won't mind, I'm going back to shut down my brain because this is the only week I can do it..manually.
Goodnight.
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I'm not depressive I swear,my life is..sometimes.
